I'm typing this down before it clouds my brain to distract me and so that i wont forget..
I think I'm missing on things in school. I mean, not academically. Meaning, with my block and stuff. There is still so much I dont know... so many people I still haven't "met".
And the thing is, when I try to open a more serious conversation with my blockmates, it kind of never happens. With guys, they dont even seem to notice the openning and even less that i'm trying to get closer to them, but then there are some people I know that they open to...
I mean, is that weird...?
Am I weird?
That they dont seem to want to open up or share? It's... i dont know... am i just plain unapproachable. Why do some others have that... that.. power..? I mean, i want to be able to bond iwth them without having to be insistent, but i'm afraid that it might not happen if i dont be..insistent i mean...
hell, why is this happening?
there's something terribely wrong with me. I swear.
I just want to be close to someone.. is that too much to ask?
...
...is it?
ofcourse ders nothing wrong with you! dont think like that!
ReplyDeleteim sure thats not the problem....
just be yourself and just du wat your good at. and im sure people will approach you then you'll know that thats because of hu you are!
*hugs and kisses*
-by the way hindi lumalabas yung posts m sa explore thingie k... y is that?-
With guys, they dont even seem to notice the openning and even less that i'm trying to get closer to them
ReplyDeleteguys can be that way usualy. Their great for fun stuff, like jokes or other laughs. but when it comes to serious stuff, esspecially if its coming from a girl, guys tend to shy away from it...
its not your fault. guys are really just jerks sometimes. ^^;