I Fell In Love When I was Thirteen

It was five years ago when I first fell in love.

The first time I laid eyes on him, it was in a very crowded place, in the middle of the day. He was young then, just as I was and he was surrounded with other people. I couldn't go near him. Of course not. It was impossible. I never normally fell for guys just by seeing them once or twice, but somehow, he was unlike any boy I've ever gotten to know. He was definitely different, and although I've only seen him a few times, I knew that it was something that would last for a very, very, very long time. And it did.

Over the years, as we grew, my love for him grew as well. We grew, not together, but in the same way and same level, I know because we're the same age. And whatever phases he must have gone through, i've gone through as well in a less extravagant way than him, i'm sure.

Now we're older and are now in college. We have different lives with different  people and we are no where near each other...no where near.

We are far. So far. How can I tell him how I feel, hmm? I pretend to know so much about him, when I probably know nothing. Someday, I pray that I can be close to him...We've come so far from when we were mere 12-13 year olds from all those years ago. Someday, I swear I will wrap my arms around him (maybe even kiss him--you never know) and tell him just how much I love him. It is one of my goals in life to be able to do so.

Maybe when I turn 18 this year, I'll ask for that as my birthday present... to be able to hold him close. What do you think?

But, I guess, for now... these words are all I can offer him.

Happy Birthday Rupert!!!! I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*giggles like the g-RUPE-ee that she is*

Now I can't wait to watch Driving Lessons with kat to see him!!!!! :D

I'll meet you, Rupe, you mark my words AHAHAHAHA.






Happy Birthday to Mommy Twisha toooo!!!!!! I wuv you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!