This is what came out when I timed myself for my informative speech on Friday. This is crazy, how am I supposed to inform people about something with such a time constraint! I think it's a good thing I didn't go with global warming, I would have died. I'm afraid of my speech being pointless. This always happens to me, you know.
In second year I remember making a silly speech about memories. While all my other classmates addressed the batch as valedictorians, experts in their field or career and making toasts and celebration speeches, I made, what? A silly tirade and rant on how memories are supposed to be important and treasured. Bad, bad topic. It held no significance.
And now I think history is going to repeat itself. Maybe I picked another ugly topic and no one is going to listen! Wah!
Nope, no, I musn't think that way. My dad always says that if you want good things to come to you, you have to think and believe that they will come to you--along with conscious effort to get that thing! (Ironically, Ice made a speech about that today: Law of Attraction; but my dad has been saying it to me for months!) I must be positive, if all else fails, I will be watching Night at the Museum after that anyway, so I could used the laughtrip. Anyone care to join me? haha!
OUCH! I just...haaay, I hit my knee on the sharp edge of my desk. This day is just so... gah.
The only thing good so far that's happened is that the weather has been kind to me and that I've become more disciplined in my daily routine. I'm scared a bit that I'm slowly slipping from my anti-procrastination itch. It's so sad that it might go away already and so soon! I loved being able to know everything about something and not worrying about the next thing to do. This speech has gotten me wonky all over.
And now I'm sleepy. I say stupid things when I'm sleepy and type random words. I'm just sorry if anyone reads this with errors and stupidity in them. I cannot, also, be grammar conscious when I am sleepy.
..did I already mention the weather?
Okay, i did. damn, i want a hug :(
And Single Awareness Day is fast approaching. What should I give to myself? hmmm.....
I now bid you good night as i dismiss my thoughts of the speech for tonight.
Good night. I'll come up with a more substantial blog in due time.
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