Boy..

Gee..I don't know.

This has been some day.

First, I fail to transfer well my beautiful english essay, and i feel i wont get the grade i deserve for it.. that, and because i'm pissed at my doctor handwritting...

Then there is the pressure of crithin (gah, dont ask..)

And then all those people in yellow and orange (nyay.) don't get mad. but i got really dizzy. swear.

Then there was that $*#&*@!% debate in Inthrop.. which proved nothing except that.. I really don't want to debate.. nor am I ever going to be caught dead debating.. properly, at least. Darn that....

Then that darn conflict for the song to use for the wikakul project. yipee.. I did pay the price for having 2 days off from school.

And then there was a misunderstanding.

I dont know if I should act anymore, because i'm tired. I want to bum. I want to sleep. I want to then get up and find Happiness. And then I'll want to smile or laugh.. or sing, diba?

I just dont want to go through all those stressful stages again. I can't see it. I just can't see it. Why, why, why. At first i didnt know what to do, and now that I do something else pops up.. what, what , what what? I can't seem to be doing anything "right". gee, wheepee. yahaoo.

Things are still unclear and i'm not sure if i am oblidged to fix this.I'm sleepy. I dont see.

I dont see why this bad habit just wont go away. I do something and something comes and i just cant leave it alone or wont leave me? even if it is unclear to other people or they do not understand, i sometimes feel the obligation to explain and.. but no, I dont know. sleepy. Sleepy. it'll fix itself somehow.. i can just sleep and things will be clearer tomorrow. Whatever it is.. god.. i must be typing nonsense already. figures. I'm sleepy. basta.

God, I ask for guidance.. and good amount of sleep. Amen.

Well so much for that.. PE again tomorrow!!!!